One who doesn't have anything, Believes the most!!!

There's so much to write
The things within, which i fight
I just hope things will be alright
The words that flow through my tear
The things that are worse than my fear
Sometimes I feel like expressing
But I find them way too depressing

I want to express the feelings which i bare all alone
but i don't have a pen to write them down
where am i stuck, where none can hear my cries
and when someone does, they think they are my sad lies
sometime i try to explain but no one wants to understand
there i hear a pleasing music
which just pierces through every heart straight away
this is not the place meant for me to stay

I see humans knurl and
I see the spirit die everyday
I feel restless, I feel lost
I turn up to god , sing loud " oh my lord"
I look up in the sky and ask " why me lord "!!
Please hear my prayer,believe i am not a liar!
I hear the lonely winds telling me nothing
iIsee the light , i try to catch but it doesn't last!!
I take it all no matter what it is
I got to survive ,
I got to survive
To hope for a better tomorrow everyday
My life has become this way